Tiger Blood

I’m in the midst of my first Whole30.  Today is day 26.

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You’ve heard of the Whole30, right?  It’s at the top of the New York Times Bestsellers list and social media is abuzz with Whole30 success stories.

It is NOT a diet.

Whole30 is meant to be a lifestyle change, and the primary reason I decided to do it was to increase my energy.  In short, I was tired of being tired, and I was stuck in a cycle of too-much-sugar and the energy highs and lows that come with that.

For 30 days, May 1st-30th, I am eliminating all grains, dairy, legumes, soy, sugar, sweeteners, and alcohol from my diet.  What do I eat, you say?  Whole, unprocessed foods!  Lots of meat, vegetables (oh so many vegetables; my green bin is three times as full as it usually is), eggs, fruit, nuts, and seeds.  I drink water and black coffee.  Not one splash of cream in my coffee, not one taste of ketchup on my eggs, not one bit of honey in my tea, not one cheat or slipup or fail.  I’m doing it 100%, all in, committed, as per Whole30 rules.  I’ve made it through bridal showers and girls nights and family gatherings and Mother’s Day brunch.  And for that fact alone, I am happy.  I love challenges and rules and black and white; no grey area, no bending the rules, no maybe-just-this-one-bite.

This is a 30-day ‘reset’ for your system, ridding your body of all inflammatory foods and creating a clean slate. And that’s the most interesting part for me; Whole30 is designed to help you learn how food affects you, so there’s an important gradual reintroduction process I will be following once May 31st rolls around.  What does dairy do to energy levels?  Do grains contribute to a feeling of bloat?  Does sugar add to anxiety and nervousness?  These are the questions I’m learning to answer for my own self, with my own digestive system, and my own unique nutritional history.  My answers will help me understand what food choices to continue to make in the future.

Melissa Hartwig, one of the Whole30 founders, talks a lot about grouping foods via the question, “Does this food make me more healthy or less healthy?”  And while there certainly is room in life for unhealthy food choices, the downsides of those unhealthy choices need to be weighed against the upsides of their enjoyment.  For example, I can guarantee with 100% certainty, that I will always make the choice to eat cake on my birthday (and on other people’s birthdays, and on date nights, and sometimes on a random Tuesday).  However, I can also guarantee that I will not make that choice if the cake is wheat-based.  Gluten, especially wheat gluten, makes me feel that terrible.  That downside is just not worth the upside to me.

The Whole30 book explains stages that you’re likely experience through your 30 days, including the ‘hangover phase’ (I didn’t notice this one), the ‘I need a nap phase’ (day 5 and 6 for me), the ‘kill all things’ phase (day 7 and day 9 for me), and ‘tiger blood.’  And that’s where I’m at now, tiger blood.  I feel better than I have felt in years, possibly in forever… but that’s such a hard yardstick to measure on; I-feel-amazing is tough to gauge.  My energy is through the roof and my sugar cravings are all but gone… my so-called Sugar Dragon’ has been tamed or at least, has been sedated.  And while I didn’t take pre-Whole30 measurments because I didn’t want my issues with weight and body image to creep into this, I would guess that I’ve dropped a few pounds and have definitely lost a few inches from my waist. I have learned:

  • I am very gluten-sensitive (this is something I already knew, but the Whole30 has reaffirmed this fact).
  • Sugar in my coffee is a ‘gateway drug’ (to borrow the term from my dear friend Chrysta) that sets me up for a day of poor nutritional choices.  So black coffee it is.
  • There is sugar hidden in everything.  Everything.  Diced tomatoes, mixed nuts, spaghetti sauce, sunbutter, almond milk.  And it’s not always called ‘sugar’; it’s disguised as ‘organic cane juice’ or ‘dextrose’ or ‘xylitol’ or dozens of other sneaky names.
  • Homemade mayo and salad dressings are much tastier, and healthier, than their store-bought counterparts.
  • Food boredom is non-existent with resources like Against All Grain, Nom Nom Paleo, and Instagram.
  • Meal planning, food preparation, and a support system are keys to success.

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Give it a try, friends.  Don’t you want some tiger blood too?


What Cancer Cannot Do

The world lost a fighter on Sunday.

That fighter’s name was Jen Young, or JY, as she’s known.  She was a member of Crossfit Altitude, the gym I’ve been a part of for more than five years; if you know anything about CrossFit, you’ll know that we’re a tight-knit bunch.  And while JY and I weren’t close friends, I have certainly admired the battle she’s waged over the past year and a half.  In her case, the cancer began as cervical cancer and metastasized to her liver.  She was 31 years old.

I’ve written about her a couple of times here and there, but now I’m going to share her education and advice, in her own remarkable, touching, transparently honest words, courtesy of her blog ‘From Potato to Paleo.’

How she was initially diagnosed:

“One of the first things people seem to ask me is how I found out. Since cervical cancer is one of the most preventable and can often be detected earlier than most, I don’t mind sharing. In May I went for my regular annual physical, and the doctor did not see anything abnormal. I did not get a pap at this time, because paps are only every 3 years now and I had had a normal one the year before. In principle, I am very much against this change in policy, but my particular cancer tends not to show up in paps in the pre-cancerous “abnormal cell” stage like many others do, so it likely would not have made a difference in my case. In June/July I noticed bleeding outside of my cycle that seemed different. I went to the doctor again in August and asked for a pap and exam. She could see the tumor, and sent me to the gynocologist right away for a biopsy. The gynocologist took one, but was convinced it was just a fibroid given its rapid appearance; most cervical cancers grow much more slowly than my mutant variety (aren’t I just the overachiever). Obviously she was incorrect, although I’m not in the least bit upset with her. I would rather have spent that week believing it was no big deal than all stressed about it waiting for results.”

Her take on fear and inspiration:

“I’m not inspiring. I’m just terrified, and too proud to show it…. That said, you needn’t feel bad every time you talk to me about some aspect of life, yours or mine, that is not cancer related. Just because you didn’t feel terrified at any point today doesn’t mean that you don’t have problems. Having cancer didn’t make me suddenly immune to “ordinary” problems. I still get unreasonably angry at old people in parking lots and irritable with poor customer service. Problems are relative in the life experience, and I am not judging yours.”

Her advice:

“1.  Smile more”.

“1b.  Do things that make other people smile”.

“2.  Pay attention”.

“3.  Trust the universe”.

lts-logoJY also co-founded the Love the Snatch Foundation while fighting her courageous battle.  LtS goals include fundraising, cervical cancer awareness, open conversation, and promoting/supporting wellness through health and fitness.  If you’re inclined and able, please consider donating here.

Lastly, have a read of this image that’s been floating around the internet.  “It cannot conquer the spirit“.

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RIP JY.


The Key Jar

I hope that you had a Happy Mother’s Day weekend, as I did.  There was lots of family time in the sunshine for us, and that suits me just perfectly.  I’m not at all about gifts and commercialism, in case you missed my ‘Gifts, and gifts, and gifts, oh my‘ post from awhile back.  I’m about thoughtfulness, and experiences, and time together; but I’d like to share the knock-your-socks-off present that made my day, and perhaps my year… cue the melodrama.

My children, who are now six and three, came home from Kindergarten and Preschool with handmade loveliness in the form of decorated flower pots, butterfly canvases, and Mother’s Day cards.  My husband added a sleep-in (I made it to 8:45am!), some fresh cut flowers (my fave!), and a homemade Whole30-approved brunch (today is Day 12 of my first Whole30, if you happen to be following along).  Brilliant.  I was a happy girl.  And then they gave me this:

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This is a key jar.  The premise is simple: the jar is filled with questions- thoughtful, exploratory, insightful questions.  At family meals, we pull a ‘key’ from the jar and it unlocks beautiful conversation from our children’s hearts and minds.

But as wonderful as my husband is, and he really is wonderful, he did not come up with the key jar idea.  In fact, it is a brainchild from the Momastery website, written by Glennon Doyle Melton.   She writes:

“Getting to know ourselves and others is the greatest adventure.  We are explorers of ourselves and the people we love.  Love is the ongoing process of unlocking each other and keeping safe whatever we find.  Thoughtful questions are the keys we use to do the unlocking and safekeeping.”

Here’s my (unsolicited) advice:

  • If you have a child, you need a key jar.
  • If you know a child, you need to give them a key jar.
  • If you have a key jar, you need to treasure what it unlocks.

To make your very own, please find instructions by clicking here.

Happy Tuesday, my friends.